As much as I love my family & the pets, it was simply glorious to have 20 minutes to myself earlier. For 3 years I’ve been use to having my own space, doing things at my own pace - suddenly living with four other people, two cats & a dog is quite a shock to my system.
Just read that apparently Carlos Tevez refused to come off the bench for City tonight. I hate to be “that guy”, the type that gets on his high horse about a fucking game - but that’s such a shocking show of sportsmanship. It’s disgusting, & is a perfect example of everything that’s wrong with the game nowadays.
Feeling lonely again. I miss being in lust and then falling in love, and it all being reciprocated. It’s been 18 months and I’m really not sure I can see a relationship - a really tight one - happening again, I know it’s cliche, but I honestly don’t see it. No one even wants to have sex with me, let alone cuddle up and watch a film.
It’s so, so hot. But dad & Jan have a garden on the roof of their apartment, which catches the wind & drops the temperature by like five degrees, which is lovely. Where they’re kind of near Gibraltar, means it’s kind of cloudy too, which helps keep the heat down in the afternoons, whilst still tanning.
Nan & grandad’s anniversary today, & nan’s birthday tomorrow. I think we’re going out & there’s some gambling involved. This doesn’t bode well for my money.