Not quite. But I’m the most relaxed I’ve been for a while, I must say. Got to see my family randomly yesterday, got stuff sorted at the bank & got my hair hacked off today. Isn’t it funny how little things can make a big difference? Got another football match lined up for Thursday as well apparently. A rematch with the team we beat in the dying minutes with a little help from yours truly! Also someone has been popping in & out of my mind again, strange.
But I’ve really been craving kisses lately, I miss them. I miss the tenderness & intimacy of them, so much. But I also love the fact there’s so much underlying potential for something sexual, within a split second change in a single kiss. Want.
I’m slowly getting better. My fitness/stamina is increasing, getting a bit more confident with my skills as I managed to absolutely & wonderfully skin someone today (Mike will appreciate this) & most importantly my perception is getting better. I look forward to playing every Saturday, & our little misfit team is slowly starting to gel together. One thing I definitely want to do is have a few mile run midweek, to maintain & eventually increase my fitness.
One thing that interests me about people, is what they would change about themselves.
Personally, I’d kill to have a flat stomach & get rid of my temper. The scars on my stomach/between my hips are the thing I’m most embarrassed about & if they weren’t there I wouldn’t be half as self conscious as I am. And I guess there’s not much I can do about the temper, considering I’m a genetic mix of two fiery families.