February 2011
I don’t like how I’ve been lately. Fucking vulnerable, letting everything get to me & taking everything to heart. Feeling like an open book, & it scares me. I much preferred being closed up, insular & quiet. If you don’t open up to anyone then you can’t let them in, & they can’t get under your skin & toy with your emotions.
Ever wonder why someone clearly better than you takes an interest in you?
Dispatches.
On channel 4, it’s making me really fucking emotional. I can’t even begin to comprehend these people & their families strength & dignity. They’re not getting the necessary care, nurses & doctors do amazing jobs but it’s clear there aren’t enough. It’s making me realise just how fucking lucky I was when I was in hospital. (Not that I noticed...
10 things about your family.
1. They’re all mental.
2. Scottish and Jewish blood down the line on my Mum’s side, don’t know about Dad’s side.
3. We’re all relatively intelligent actually.
4. They all like to drink.
5. They all like to cook.
6. Easy to get on with.
7. Some of the most hospitable & kind people ever.
8. Supportive.
9. We’re quite a small family.
10. Some only...
I hate how people can ruin things you love.
I dreamt about my ex last night.
She’s still a bitch, even in my subconscious.
A phrase along the lines of “banging my head against a brick wall” comes to mind.
I am such a sucker for a nice smile, cheek dimples, glasses, nice lips, dark eyes, chipped nails, good legs & a “don’t give a fuck” dress sense.
10 of your favorite foods.
1. Curry.
2. Toast.
3. Pizza.
4. Peanut butter.
5. Risotto.
6. Popcorn.
7. Bacon.
8. Sausages.
9. Burgers.
10. Caesar salad.
weirdnothing:
Dani California - Red Hot Chili...
Bad news.
I think I’m going to have to get my nose re-set if I want it straight.
Fuck that.
Guitar Hero time.
Now some shit’s about to go down.
10 things about your personality.
1. Competitive.
2. Fiercely loyal.
3. Can get jealous.
4. Worrier.
5. Fun loving.
6. People person 99% of the time.
7. Kind-hearted.
8. Easy-going.
9. Affectionate.
10. Nervous.
Every time a pretty girl smiles at me I turn into a shy, giggly 14 year old again.
