November 2011
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Finally setting into some sort of creative stride - feels good. Marginally less stressed tonight & marginally more confident. Got a few draft business cards down, going to do one more & post them on my other blog. No doubt I’ll put them on here too!
Absence makes the heart grow fonder? Maybe, but it also makes the mind go fucking mental.
Stressing about this design work already. Made two drafts this morning & fucking hate them already. This all doesn’t need to be done till mid January, but I want to get some good ideas down ASAP because I’m going to need time to edit & develop. Normally I can get a few solid ideas down instantly, something to build on, but it was like getting blood from a fucking stone earlier....
“Life is just one crushing defeat after another until you just wish Flanders was...”
– Homer Simpson. (via spoonicus)
Unbelievably wound up. I hate the fact I’m letting someone else dictate my happiness & warp my moods. But that’s what stupid emotions will do. Can’t wait to see friends this afternoon & play football tonight - need to let off some steam. Ugh. Note to self - being a nice guy gets you fucking nowhere.
4.5gb to 40.13gb.
Mammoth clear-out of laptop shit.
