Finally setting into some sort of creative stride - feels good. Marginally less stressed tonight & marginally more confident. Got a few draft business cards down, going to do one more & post them on my other blog. No doubt I’ll put them on here too!
Stressing about this design work already. Made two drafts this morning & fucking hate them already. This all doesn’t need to be done till mid January, but I want to get some good ideas down ASAP because I’m going to need time to edit & develop. Normally I can get a few solid ideas down instantly, something to build on, but it was like getting blood from a fucking stone earlier. I wish I hasn’t bothered, to be honest. I’ve just managed to wind myself up & waste my own time. Retail work is easy money, but so fucking menial - I’m sapped of any creativity & imagination. Ugh. I need to find some good music to work to, get back into Anno Dracula & flick through some magazines.
Unbelievably wound up. I hate the fact I’m letting someone else dictate my happiness & warp my moods. But that’s what stupid emotions will do. Can’t wait to see friends this afternoon & play football tonight - need to let off some steam. Ugh. Note to self - being a nice guy gets you fucking nowhere.