November 2010
Sexual contact right now would be a most welcome distraction.
As Sweet
scarlettalice:
It’s all because we’re so alike Twin souls, we two. We smile at the expression, yes, And know it’s true. I told the shrink. He gave our love A different name. But he can call it what he likes- It’s still the same. I long to see you, hear your voice, My narcissistic object-choice.
I'm proud of Mike & I today.
We’re not the fastest of workers, this work is time consuming as fuck & we had to sit down and read through 3000 words together & check it. But we sat down for hours, researched, wrote, listened to music & kicked that bitches ass.
Feels good.
It snowed in Southampton.
Finally. For like 15 minutes, & very little laid.
I am disappointed.
It's a strange sensation.
Where physically, you feel absolutely shit. You feel like you’ve been hit by a truck, tired, ill & achey. But. Mentally, you’re in a pretty good place.
I don’t like the feeling that someone’s getting bored of me.
From day one I talked about getting out, but not...
Craving a good fuck sleep.
Tomorrow.
I do not wish to go to the one hour pointless lecture & I do not wish to do work.
I wish to stay in bed, all day, in my boxers, with a pretty girl.
And play Call Of Duty. Or have sex. Or both at the same time.
You know you need an early night when...
You put a plate in the fridge instead of the cupboard.
What?
http://willtobethin.tumblr.com/ →
It’s blogs like this that are doing more harm than good, & encouraging an unhealthy mindset.
It makes me sad.
Thinspiration.
Is the most ridiculous concept. I just can’t even begin to express my hatred.
It makes me fucking angry beyond belief.
Today.
Has been the nicest day I’ve had for a long time. Had lunch and a coffee with my Mum, and a good chat. I always enjoy talking to her, & I’m glad she listens to my rambles about Uni, bless her. Got Christmas shopping done too, thankfully enough. That’s one less thing on my mind. Just a few more little bits to get, then I’m sorted & can be excited for Christmas.
I don’t just want to be another footnote in someone else’s happiness.